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Well what can I say about today. I have been thinking alot about JonBenet,Heather and Cheryl Lynn as well as Jaclyn Dowaliby who also died young. It's just not fair that these children died so early when they had there whole lives ahead of them. My cousin Sarah died 2 months ago(Feb. 19) and it sickens me that she's no longer here. I miss her. She was only 15, thats young! I'm only 16(April 8). I get scared that I'm going to be next. I guess we can't live in fear well I can't but it's so hard. All this death around me. I just lost my grandmother last year and the whole Sept. 11 thing? Whats become of this sick,sad world!? It's hard to obsess over it. I'm glad I can write in this journal. As corny as it may sound *lol*. Sometimes I wonder if there is a God don't get me wrong there's a part of me that won't give up hope but I have to be honest with myself does God have a reason for all this? Is it man's fault the world is so screwed up? I wonder. Most likely it is. Humans do so many things wrong. Nobody's perfect? Well people don't have to live up to that saying. Killing children who are near perfect what is wrong with people? I guess I have to look at the good things humans have done to keep me sane. Well I've gotta fly! See ya!
~Brittany~
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